random thoughts of meeeee....

8 JUNE 06 (THU)
19:21 [this is the time on my mobile.. but the actual time is anywhere from 10-20 minutes fast! don't tell me how fast... cos i don't wanna know how fast. it defeats the purpose of making it fast!]
AMERICAN CHILLIS (BANGSAR)
Sitting alone on a dark table with the pot-like ceiling light hanging down... waiting for my friend to show-up. My mind travels to a million and one places. To name a few, I was reflecting on a friends blog that i just read (before work ended) about her issues on masturbation (woow) [yes... i actually read blogs... but i must admit that attractive/relevant topics draws me to read their entries more, or not, i usually don't pass the first few sentences... but i do occassionally read blogs! ;0)]; also... my mind is on some friends that I have caught up with recently... they were cell leaders in the not very far away past... but are quite weary of their faith now [the friend that i'm waiting for was a cell leader last year too].. am also thinking about what Yee San wrote on this blog about her...
OPPSIE... FRIEND CAME.. WRITE MORE LATER.........

9JUNE 06 (FRI)
16:21 [interesting that the minute hand is the same as when i wrote last nite(as above)]
SIB(KL) CHURCH OFFICE
Sitting in front of my computer on my desk... thought i should better put in the above 'blog entry' notes that i penned down on my live book last night... before things gets busy & it's eternity before i actually blog proper! =0)
To continue my trend of thoughts last nite... as i was saying... i was thinking about what Yee San wrote in the recent blog entry... about what Kuan Kitt wrote as well.. then my mind went to a few more conversations that i had with friends recently.
{a lot more to say... but better not have a toooooo longgggggggg punya blog entry}

Fact...
So often... people look at 'people' to define what is "Faith"!
So often... you & me... we are the only 'Christian' light that people can think of or see.
So often... we fail drastically.
So often, many people are disillusioned by the leaders that they see in church.
So often... people forget that this "Faith/Christian journey" is to look up above... to know/desire God... not just wanting God to make everything smooth & fine for our lives.
So often... people forget that it's God that should define us... not ourselves... not others... not even Christians.
So often... people forget that we are suppose to "carry the cross, deny ourselves & follow Jesus".
So often... people follow 'other people'.
So often... people find it hard to contend for 'faith'.
So often... it's hard to simply 'live'.

Faith...
"Faith is the eye that sees God, no matter how dark the day; Faith is the hand that holds Him, on the steep & rugged way" - decor writing on my office tabletop.


littlelite
[the 'nick' that i used ages ago - during the days that i actually chat on the net]