thank you Lord...

on last sunday, after the holy communion, a video of cruxification of Jesus was being played as we sang the song 'o mighty cross'. i feel the video is helpful for us to remember how Christ died for us.. it affected me alot, it helps me to concentrate more on Him.. i was totally in tears as we sung the song together, the words in the lyrics really touched my heart, moreover with pictures on the big screen.. i've never had that kind of feelings before although we had holy communion every month.. yes, in my heart,i truly believe He died for me and went through tremendous sufferings just because of us.. i hardly think how crucial was that moment and how painful it was Christ suffered for us..but i thought of these on that sunday, i can imagine how painful it was, His wounded body and His nail-pierced hands, oh gosh! that's too much!! honestly, i recall lots of things.. i thought howwas my life before i know Him and my life after i came to Him...before i came to Him, i was in the darkness, i did even think of suicidal when i was in my lowest mood(actually i thoughtof only, i will never dare to do it, hehe), crying alone when i was sad, follow the pattern of this sinful world and etc.. but by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ i'm saved!!! God taught me lots of things through His words.. i found peace in Him.. but, sometimes i feel bad too, cause i doubt and don't put my full concentration on Him, anyway, God still very faithful to me.. He never forsake me eventhough i doubt Him, He is just soooo goood!!
few weeks ago, i went out for the altar call, ps lee choo prayed for me and i remember she said this verse'' seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you'' (matthew6.33). then, she went on and said '' tzeteng, i can sense God is telling you now, He loves you alot, He loves u so much, don't give up!''. well, i was just so so touched and i cried...on that sunday night i dreamt this verse again, i can sense God is telling me not to worry too much and just continue to seek Him and He will grant me the success.. weeks later yee san came out with her testimony about God in the blog!! i can really feel God is on the move!!! then, few days later kitt told me his testimony about God... (read his blog) then yesterday night a good friend of mine told me how God brought her through in her exams.. wow!! so many testimonies in such a short time!!! u guyz really impact and encourage me alot!!! praise God!!
before forget!! THANK YOU SO MUCH,LINDY!! THANK YOU for praying and always be there for me when i need u! i appreaciate you alot!=)

i know i abit long winded here, i also i don't know why i blabbed out so much.. haha.. c u guyz around... i wanna sign off now...

tzeteng